Monday, May 4, 2009

I Don't need fake you !


You call urself part of us
but you are so different from us
maybe u dont realise
that some of the things you do
hurt us
You sometimes dont think b4 u talk
N u say things that are really rude
Im sure you are not that dumb
not to know what u r sayin
but we just ignore it
You dont think about the consequences
of your actions....
U talk as if ur really clean but in reality ur not
both ways either
U dont keep to your promises
n u try to fool people saying otherwise

It hurts for me when i do
so much for you
n in the end im treated like garbage
ive been advised so many times
not to trust you
cause ur not what you seem

You behave like an angel
but the truth is......
You cant even keep a secret
We trusted you.....
Now we're not gonna share anymore

N as for me....
thats the end of me being
the dumb person giving you everything
i thought u were one of us
n i really took care of you
but now ive seen your true colour
U know me well
I treat people the way they treat me
I know you take advantage of me sometimes
but i still took care of u
Im sorry but i have to say this is the end
Im not gonna be that dumb person anymore...



Saturday, May 2, 2009

These tears i cry...

I dunno wats goin on...but i hope it gets better
maybe i shouldn't be holdin on to this
but i can't let it go either
I have hope, faith and confidence that it will happen
maybe not now, but someday
but im afraid it will be to late
and no matter what happens
i would not be able to do anytin bout it
everyday i have to face this fake relationship in my life
which no one understands why but me
i have 2 face all these different views and opinions
I have made up my mind n i have made a decision
I know what to do...but i cant do dat now
Im just waiting for the right time
But even after i let it go...then what?
There's no point to it...it
makes no difference now...its all gone
so i rather just bare with it...
i know u dont understand why
but i know how much it will hurt if i do so
ive already tried once...n ive seen the effects
u were once just sum1 i knew
but now....i dunno y hating u jz makes me think of u
though i want to believe it will happen
i noe its neva gonna
cuz ive seen n i am seeing alot of things goin on
wat i see hurts...so i'll just stay away n pretend notin is goin on
everything i do, every song i hear, every person i talk 2
reminds me of u...

Though i try n try 2 walk away i know this crush aint goin away....